How can we say goodbye to someone that means the world to you? How do you let them go? The pain and hurt that we feel is so unreal. Grandma left this earth November 17, 2019. 9 months, and 15 days after Mom left. Two women that helped to mold me into who I am today, left me. They are no longer here to ask questions of, or laugh with, learn of the past from. They left. The pain of losing them will never leave me. How could it?! They taught me to be the women I am today. Grandma was someone who always excepted me. Always showed me how to love others. Listen to others. Care for others. Really, just to be there for others when I am needed. The pain I feel is indescribable. I have never had my heart broken like this before. Never had to face anything so hard. You see, I was so Blessed when it came to losing people I loved. The first person I loved, that I remember losing, was my Grandfather, George. G randad was someone who was happy when he saw you. He had a smile on his
I was starting a new project today and came across a plastic filing cabinet that was not unpacked. I had seen it for a while now but didn't really think much of it. I am not sure what got me to unpack it today. The first thing I did was cut the wrapping off and on the top of it was a letter. I didn't think much of it until I saw the handwriting. It was my moms'. It was a letter written to me dated May 20, 2002. I don't remember the letter and have no clue what was going on in my life at that time. I don't remember the conversation Mom was talking about in the letter. I can say that I am glad I held onto the letter. To be honest I tend to hold on the all letters written to me. I have a bunch from Mike and Grandma too. I am sure I have more from others as well. Its funny how you don't think to keep things for later years. I am glad I am sentimental. So in this letter, Mom tells me she is proud of me. Right before I left to visit Sarah in New York, Mom